M.D.

Dominic Raad

so disgustingsofuckingdis-
-gusting.
no seriously it’s gorgeous
so gorgeous so incredibly vibrant
all of it *vibrant
i can taste it | every bit of it
there’s no time to
sto
p ! (any bit of it)
no time at all why would i
haveanytimeSOFUCKINGBORED
i mean seriously just sitting here
waiting for? What

the c-clock-k
so fucking smug and boringughhhh
talktalkTALK_isallit does and
(about nothing too) so smug the little, pretentious, monotonous—
faces,eyes,lips,tastes,skins,
then it comes
then it comes out
ispilL my secrets to the toilet

so disgustingsofuckingdis-
[manic]

is this
allllllll of it
So
dull,sogrey
just-just grey.deeep grey.

i wait.(and then wait)

for

my best friend my monotonous friend
my clock
(grandfathe?r)
So- repetitive So-

rhythm is gorgeousdisgustingso much repetition

:why bother.:
wasted analogies. pointless
symbols-pointing no(any)where
fucker. don’t pretend to care please don’t
please,please,please.
What?Why
icrY because my bed is warm, and soft,
and and and
there. always there. even when
i’m not [depr.s.ed.]